Thread:Silkworm Bot/@comment-30385427-20170213214032/@comment-27007365-20170214120253

Im sorry,Stevi how many times do I need to say that for you to believe me..It's not like I wanted to Ben like that,It's an addiction,my way of coping,It may not be appropriate to anyone,or it my hurt some people but I have gotten used to coping in...that way,and it's still what I retreat to when I feel I have no other choice without letting my act drop,You know I don't like acting unhappy around those I care for...

If you've noticed I've been using Via or Hawks eye,Cats eye and Catfish more,Not celetsite as much.

I don't want you to be so unhappy because then I worry for you..I have been reaching out for your forgiveness because I know I make some idiotic decisions that hurt you in my past and still today.

You call it the Celestite incident now...I still feel like you're pushing me away,I really just want the truth Stevi,When I ask you what can I do to fix myself to suit your happiness,say whatever you think,please.I don't mind,I just want you to be that happy and bright person I used to talk to like 17 hours out of the day.